YIKES !!!! I can’t believe I am actually going to posted something on here. Guess I have tons of nervous energy penned up I need to air. Oh god, where do I start??
OK my husband and I have been married about a year. No baby yet but working on it. When we were dating he learned I was bi-sexual. When he asked me to marry him it was with the understanding that I still from time to time wanted to and would be with my female friends, which he was cool with. He has always been wanting to watch me and we have discussed me being with another guy to fulfill his desires. I have never been knowingly watched and not sure if I could be at ease. He introduced me to this site when we were talking about me being with another guy and too be honest I never heard of the word cuckold before. He asked me to read some of the stories and I have found them to be very exciting. I really haven’t seen any other stories about females here being bi-sexual. I have told me husband about previous sexual experiences with both male and female during our love making sessions and it has excited both of us. I have also fantasized about a few other guys that I thought were attractive, and per his request have closed me eyes and pretended I was having sex with them and would call out their name loudly. This excites him a lot. One of the guys that I have pretended to be making love to me is his friend Jerry whom comes by the house a lot and I have always joked and kidded with. This is probably the only guy he knows as the others are friends of mine or my family or that I know casually but have thought of them in a sexual manner. I have told my husband that I thought Jerry was very attractive and could give a woman a great time in bed.
Anyway to fast forward now to today. My husband has been away for several days now with training for work and won’t be home for several more days. I have spent a couple evenings with one of my female friends but am really getting horny for a man. I have almost 90% decided to place a call to Jerry and get him to come over to the house to give me a hand with something. I am trying too figure out a good excuse for him to come over with my husband gone. I am trying to come up with something that would take awhile to resolve so I would have time to flirt, maybe cook dinner for him and give him drinks and see what happens. I have also thought about just calling him up and flat telling him that I am attracted to him and I want him, as he knows my husband is gone and I am sure they have talked on the phone since he has been gone. I have almost thought about just being blunt that my husband and I have previously talked about me being with someone and that he was one of the guys I have thought about and that my husband wants it as well. Decisions, decisions…lol. Anyhow I thought when my husband got home I would see if he could tell I had been with someone or not and see if he makes comments. Might be hard to do as I already told him I was going to spend a couple night with a girl friend. I thought it would be great when he makes love to me to tell him I was a bad girl for him as he has been wanting and tell him all about it; only this time the story would be real and not a fantasy. Then I also don’t have to deal with him wanting to watch. Hopefully if I do Jerry it won’t be an issues with their friendship since he already knows he is someone I was considering if I did do what he asked.
I am so nervous other than with a girl friend I have been totally faithful to him and now I am scheming about bringing a man, his good friend, into our house to seduce and to take to the marital bed where we have been trying to make a baby. Wow, that is a bit much !!!! I also need to and have been doing some checking on how to determine my fertile time to make sure I don’t get pregnant by Jerry. I HATE condoms and have always had sex bareback my entire life, but usually was on the pill until after we married.
OK time to get back to scheming and checking on how to determine when I am fertile…lol. Will have to see how this plays out. Any thoughts please drop me a note.
Monica
bi_girl85@yahoo.com
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