It was only a few weeks back was I told maybe the main reason that I had been sent away to boarding school from age 11! My mum told me so, on the anniversary of my dad's passing, & after which I told her about the incident that maybe changed my life!
And everything then fell into place! I have a fixation for certain things, arising from an incident that I witnessed when home on holiday from my boarding school. I remember clearly, I was 18 then, pretty innocent, but my parents slipped up! They thought I'd gone out this summer day; I had stepped out, but realised I'd forgotten something, but on returning to my room, could not find it, look as hard as I did. So without this document, there was no point in meeting a friend, as the only reason for my going out then was to pass this onto him. Then it happened, via the back entrance this young guy turned up; my mum then was a very attractive brunette in her late 30's. The guy who turned up was much younger, maybe looking even younger on account of his very blond boyish looks. Mum & he sat on the bench in the secluded, non-overlooked garden; dad was not there, though I knew he was around, maybe in the kitchen & from where he must have seen it all. To say I was stunned was an understatement; I watched in awe as my mum & this blond guy went off into a long snogging session seated there in the warm sunshine. Even I had to admit it, it were a stunning sight, & my ard on happened as I watched my dad's cuckoldry. Indeed at the time I'd not even heard of the word 'cuckold'; infidelity, yes, but this French kissing session was in front of my dad. I wondered if he was doing what I was doing (no marks for guessing!). There kiss just went on & on---in films kisses lasted maybe 3 seconds, but this one? On & on & on, & I had to admire their looks---- my mum's dark brown hair in such wonderful contrast to his almost blond-white hair. They finally stopped, & I heard all 3 come indoors, upstairs, into next door, their bedroom. Mind you I'd already come off by then, but what I heard got me all excited again. So whereas dad was a 'cuckold' & a 'voyeur', I was soon an 'ecouter' (NONE of these 3 'technical' terms had I heard off until much later. Yes my mum & her blond stud friend were on my parents' marital bed, having it off, doing these shameful acts so so shamelessly. She was so noisy, & so hot that I did yet another masturbate; but then felt I had to push off, just in case my presence was discovered! So whilst my mum was having her third orgasm on that blond boy's cock, amidst the noise, I quietly crept out----leaving via the side door to avoid any noise!
My young mind was then working overtime, & what I realised was that I LOVED watching their French kiss, LOVED the fact that he was 'different' from my mum, in terms of their 'colouring'. Without telling a friend about what I'd witnessed, I then found out about the 3 words, 'cuckold', 'voyeur' & 'encouter'. I then realised that in due course I TOO would be a cuckold; it was as if I had, that summers day, been subconsciously almost groomed to becoming a cuckold. But what was maybe surprising was that watching a cuckold French kiss was the bestest of all!
I'm not married yet, but my heart to heart talk with mum resulted in me telling her, 15 years later what I'd seen, & HOW turned on I became, watching her have that 10 minute long French kiss with her blond stud---yes, 'My blond stud' was HER description of her lover. She also told me that not just her, but my dad too had regretted her not being bred by him, as she said, "WISH you had had a half brother or sister!"
But what amazes me is that try as I might, I just CANNOT find on-line ANY videos featuring a French kissing compilation video featuring blond gentlemen & young brunette ladies! NOWHERE! WHY? Seen numerous featuring white ladies with black men, & some the other way (white men/black women). Would really love to see a French snog compilation video, half hour or so----in different locations, & more importantly, in different POSITIONS, BOTH naked, different couples, but ALWAYS, but ALWAYS where the guy is blond! Is my taste so unusual, so strange that I could even be called a weirdo or freak on the basis of its unusual nature?
So please, producers, please, let's have such a snogging session downloaded on line. Anyone else share this with me---PLEASE hope so, otherwise I'll be developing a complex!
FUCK MY WIFE!
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