Hey guys,
So my bf and I started talking about experimenting with swinging and so we set down a few rules and created a few possible scenarios. He then mentioned the fact that he is a bit of a cuckold. He gave me permission to start looking for a bull and so we created a profile on a site. I was approached and really liked the guy. Told cuckold that there is interest and we started talking. This is where things got out of hand. Now, to be clear. I LOVE my bf and am totally committed to him. I've never had any complaints. our sex life is active and QUITE satisfying. We just wanted to play and try different things.
Anyway, so Bull had me convinced that the cuck (ie my bf) would EXPECT me to fuck around behind his back and then find out about it. He would EXPECT me to go underground, but then find out about it. I was NOT comfortable, but went along with it anyway. CONVINCED somehow, by a complete stranger over TEXT that that is what was expected. That I would play a little and then ask permission at the last minute to go out and fuck my bull.
Somehow during all this underground communication going on, my bf logs in on our joint swing account, by chance happens to be speaking to the bull and the bull asked if he could send him some emails to explain what cuckolding is. My bf headed over to my house at that stage.
he walks in my door and I decide there and then that the fucking around is too much. I can't do it and I need out. I love my man too much. I plan to tell him EVERYTHING and need to make it clear that I have no intention of following through on any arrangements made with the bull. But, my kids are around, I need to rush out to fetch the others, and I'm off. In the meantime, the bull sends through screenshots of ALL our communication via email to my man. I send a message, not knowing this, to the bull, telling him I can't do this. I'm out. Problem, timing, as the message delivers, RIGHT AFTER the emails get forwarded to me.
Consequence? WE very clearly discovers that I'm no HOTWIFE, my man is no CUCKOLD and hence I look like a cheating bitch, trying to cover up.
Needless to say he left home before I returned. FUMING. Yes, we talked, yes he still loves me. But how on earth is he ever going to forgive my absolute stupidity?
I mean, how stupid was I to be lead by some stranger and throw everything overboard?
I don't really know what I'm asking on this forum, but I needed to get that out of my system.
FUCK MY WIFE!
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