I am a 30 something year old guy who is divorced. I was married for 4 years when my wife cheated. We had one child. I don’t want to say what sex our child is as no one needs to know. I found out about her cheating when she told me. I never dreamed it would happen. I thought we could work through it as I thought she wanted that. But a month later she asked me to leave as she was going with her lover.
I did as asked for the sake of our child. I left so he could stay with his mother in his own home. She said she wanted that. I agreed to start the divorce process straight away and 14 months late it was final. I was given access to our child and as it turned out I had the child much, much more than agreed too. My ex wife’s lover didn’t want children and our child cramped how he wanted to live.
She never married him and they just lived together. I was not allowed to visit my old home. She always delivered our child to me and picked up again. Often the child’s stays with me would be extended as it was inconvenient with my ex and his lover to have them around. So I ended up clothing and feeding our child even though I paid child support. My wife eventually agreed to drop that.
Just as I was leaving my wife as she requested, she told me why she wanted to be with her lover. He had power, plenty of money and he took care of her better than anyone else ever had which included me. Also sex with him was mind-blowing. (her words) I was shocked at this as I always thought her and I had fantastic sex.
My wife was a very beautiful woman. She had done lots of modelling and had made a name for herself doing quite a few television ads. She is obviously very photo genetic. She has perfect skin, great body which returned to as before after our child.
I tried dating after our split but I was careful getting to close to anyone again. Looking after our child featured a lot in my life and took time. Consequently, I have a series of sexual partners who you simply may call fuck friends. These ladies only wanted to same as me and we made do with that. I have never had bareback sex with any woman since my wife.
Anyway, more recently mu ex-wife would talk more to me when she delivered and picked up our child. I knew things were not going well with his now lover. Then about 2 months ago she called me and told me that they had split. She told me that she had asked him to leave and he had but said he was coming back and that she would be sorry. She asked me to come over and protector her and our child.
I went there for our child but made sure I had some help. The lover did return but he was easily persuaded to move on. I do have some expertise in this area. I will say no more.
She then and since has told me what being with him was like. I was shocked with what she told me. She told me that she had anal sex with him. He had taken her anally even before she told me she was cheating. She and I had never done that. We had talked about it and she found it repulsive. She told me that he wanted it nearly as much as he wanted normal sex. I believe this directly relates to the power she saw in him.
She told me that about 3 months after he had moved in, he arranged for them to have a threesome with one of his friends. From then on he arranged MMF’s all the time and sometimes a MFF as well. Until this time she had never ever had sex with another woman but complied with her lover’s wishes. When she had sex with 2 men, her lover and a friend, it usually involved anal. She has been DP’ed many times. She admitted the anal sex got easier and she wondered if she has been damaged there or if it was normal and her body relaxing easier.
About the time our divorce was settled he arranged for her to have sex with a number of men. He really liked this. He liked to watch other men fuck her and then he would do it himself and be last. She has told me that many times she was fucked by 3 men then by her lover. It was a gangbang situation and sometimes the friends may have her again after they rested. It was like a marathon session. Once again this involved all types of sex. Oral, anal and virginal all at once.
All the sex she had with her lover and his friends was unprotected. He always insisted and refused to let anyone use them. He liked them to cum inside her. He took lots of photos and movies of what he and others did to her.
She knew she was being used and hated herself for letting it happen and finally ended the relationship with him. She admits what attracted him to her was his forcefulness but it was that which finally made her escape from his control.
She told me this over a number of times I either visited her or she came to my place. She did not like being alone as she was still scared of him. She has stayed at my place a number of weeks on and off.
We are at a point now where she has asked me to have her back and she is prepared to do almost anything to make that happen. We have had sex twice now. I insisted on wearing a condom. She understands why I am being careful. She wants to go and get tested. The sex was probably even better than I remember when we were married.
She has offered me anal and I refused. She would not do it before and I don’t want it now everyone else got it so easily. She was always an amazing fuck and I am more than happy to take normal sex. I do still love her and I want her to get her respect back for herself. I am taking it slow as I am nervous because she cheated before and dumped me. I never want to go through that again.
I have written this mainly to get my thoughts in order and to help me work out the way to go forward. When we were married we used to read material on this site. It always made both of us excited. I haven’t told her I have written this, and I probably won’t.
FUCK MY WIFE!
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