Dear friends, I have been so eager to share our story with someone. I only shared our cuckold story with one close friend and he gave me the impression that it is too much for him to process and that shut me up. Hence, I am happy to share our story here with our like-minded folks :-)
Let me introduce ourselves. We are a couple from India (South India to be precise). We are 43 M and 35 F married for 14 years. We are family oriented and live in a typical middle class set up. A little back ground about myself. I (the husband) am bisexual but I kept my sexuality secret from my wife. In the initial years of our marriage there was constant friction between me and wife due to differences in our upbringing or cultural differences. As a result, we did not become close. I had plenty of same sex experience and I definitely wanted to have a great sex life with my wife. But due to our constant conflict we did not hit it off in the sack. And since I always had the option of going out for fun, I did not pursue my wife much. Mentally, I convinced myself that my wife is not that interested in sex. When I reflect back now, I think that if I were straight I may have pursued my wife more. This would have also settled our differences too… probably. But it was not to be.
In any case, we had luke-warm sex life. Nothing great. In all of my memory of 14 years of married life, we only had a handful of earth shaking sex. Mostly it was mediocre. Also, on my same sex experience, I gradually moved from being active to passive and then submissive. Mostly my wife and I slept in separate rooms and she will only join me if I ask her for fun, and often times she would turn me down. I would be in a separate room jacking off to porn. Initially I felt angry that my wife is avoiding to sleep with me and for having a pathetic sex life with my wife and I am not able to change the situation. To make matters worse I started having Erectile Dysfunction (ED) and this increased my anxiety during the few sessions that we had and it only made the experience worse. I was not doing well in mentally processing my situation. In retrospect I now see that in my same sex relation I accepted myself as being submissive and had no qualms about it but at the same time I wanted to be a “MAN” with my wife. It was ironic. But I was not seeing that it is contrasting position for a person to take and I was miserably failing at it.
Following is how a change came about in my thought process. Though I don’t advocate weed for anyone but in my case this is how it helped. I started smoking weed about 4 years back. Whenever I was stoned, I loved to watch porn and jack off. I watched all porn – straight, gay, bisexual etc. I found myself gravitated towards cuckold scenario. I had also recorded myself sucking my close friend (Mr. H) and I used to watch my own videos. Over a period of time, in my stoned state my thinking unraveled to accept myself for who I am, which is a pure submissive guy. Everything about myself fell in place with my identity, which I refused to acknowledge with my conscious mind. For example, from childhood I have always been a tad bit effeminate. Growing up my brother teased me to no end about it. I hated him for that and masked my ways as much as I could. But what is innate cannot be hidden. Again, I am not an out and out sissy, but a tiny bit effeminate which you will notice if you are paying attention. With this revelation I accepted myself. The next thing that happened with me in my stoned state is that my equation with my wife which made me angry earlier now made me feel humiliated. What’s more, I began to like this humiliation. Though my same sex acts were submissive, I never had humiliation experience from my same sex friends. Yes, kneeling down and sucking a cock can be humiliating in itself, but there was no verbal or forced kind of scenario. Hence, the subtle humiliation I felt from my wife I started enjoying. My wife also used to make sly remarks like I cannot get her pregnant again. She used to do this in private as well as with close relatives like her mom. Not very often, but rarely. Earlier I used get annoyed with this but with this new self-realization I started to like my emasculation. I sincerely don’t think I would have been able to process my situation without being stoned. I really think it kind of helped me connect with my core self. Again, I am not advocating weed for all but in my case it helped to unravel my own self and know my identity.
At this stage, I had accepted myself for being a submissive. Now, I started feeling sad or sorry for my wife that she has hardly enjoyed sex till now. I was the only man she had ever been with, which was extremely sad. The thought of letting her have some good sex cropped in my mind. Knowing my wife and typical conservative Indian upbringing I knew for sure that she is not going to stray with or without my blessing. Hence, I decided to make it happen myself. I decided in November 2019, that I am going to plan a threesome in 2020.
Now I needed to find a bull. Who else is better than my close friend (Mr. H) whom I have been sucking for 5 years. Decent looking, decent cock and decent fucker. Certainly, above average. He also checked other boxes. One, he was married and understood the importance of family so as not to get involved. He is trustworthy and will not trumpet around the town. I was ok if he shared his experience with his other friends without revealing our identity. I knew I could trust him on that. Of course, like any hot blooded man he was all eager for this and said it has been his long term dream. I also recorded couple of my sucking sessions with him, planning with him while sucking how he can get to fuck my wife.. how my wife’s pussy is.. how I am unable to fuck the way it deserves, etc.. It is so hot to watch those videos.
How do I convince my wife? I started slowly. Due to ED I could not fuck well and hence mostly I did oral on her. One day, she was face sitting on me and I started saying “Imagine a big black cock entering you and fucking you hard”. The moment I said this she had a very primal moan and rubbed her vulva against my mouth. Juices just flowed. I took cue and did this more often, I would tell her about threesome scenarios and she enjoyed it. But she seldom talked but asked me to talk. With this changed situation, she started enjoying my oral sessions and was eager for our weekend sessions. I could sense the change. I tried to also show her some porno, slipped in a few threesome cuckold scenarios but she was not fond of watching porno. She just wanted to hear me narrate scenarios. She would close her eyes and enjoy my story and my tongue and get off.
With sex between us improving and sharing of fantasies, my wife’s mood improved and the general setting at home improved. That is why Sex is extremely important for women. They may deny it but it is extremely important to have that sexual release for women to be happy. Here is the biggest twist in my life? One day during sex talk, my wife said she knows that I like men. I was shocked but I did not deny. To be frank, subconsciously I was tired of leading a double life. I would leave very subtle hints to my wife so she knows about me. But nothing was explicit. After 14 years of marriage she realized that her husband was bisexual. Believe it or not, the fact that I did not deny helped our relationship immensely. She became kinder towards me. It was like she connected all the dots finally. Sometimes she used to be a little mean towards me, but that was gone after this incident. I wanted to know how long she knew but she did not give me any specific answer. Now that she knew my truth, I wanted to build on it or reveal more stuff. Over a period of time, I told her that I am more submissive. I like to be dominated by men mostly but maybe her too. One night when I could not get it up after oral sex I told her that sincerely I hoped she could enjoy sex with someone, maybe my friend. Her initial reaction was it is not important to her. That she was happy with whatever we did, etc. Again, I had to tell her many times that there is lot of pleasure to be had and I am not able to give it to her. I also told her that I had lot of fun outside marriage and I wanted her also to enjoy sex. I had read up some article about convincing your wife for cuckold relationship. Taking cue from there, I told her that our marriage is totally secure. I will never leave her or feel jealous or bring this up at any point against her, no matter what the situation. I told her that her love is for me, but fun can be with other (not others). I was careful to use singular noun not to freak her out. I told her to imagine sex like a massage, only internal. Some people are capable of giving good massage, so no harm in experiencing it. Slowly, she started considering it or it started running on her mind. Again, it was not overnight. It took lot of patience and many days. I also told her that although I would love for this to happen but I will never push her into this.
Slowly I started talking about Mr. H. She had never met him. I told her that if we ever went forward with it, he is an ideal candidate. I told her his winning qualities.. ha ha. Like he was married, trustworthy and I also indirectly hinted that I had with him many times. She asked why married man, what about his wife. I said of course he is not going to tell his wife. I told her that married guys are more secure to deal with, since they also have a secret to keep. Single guys can be dangerous and untrustworthy since they didn’t have anything to lose. She understood.
After 4 months of slow progress, I needed to give it one final push. I started completely avoiding intercourse. Only oral fun with very little fingering. And lot of threesome fantasy talking. I think this made her extremely horny for a cock inside her. My planning worked, and she said ok let us do it since we are talking for so long. I was ecstatic.
I told Mr. H and he was ecstatic too. I started my planning for the D day. I planned on a weekday when my kid will be in school. The night before, me and my wife discussed the details of how we will go about it. Initially, I had suggested that I will call him one day for lunch and there will not be any hanky panky but just to get to know or see each other. My wife surprised me by saying that I am not going to marry him, why should I know him. You can call him directly for fun. I was shocked but happy.
After four months of planning and coaxing the D day came in Feb 2020. I took work from home. I called my friend over around 11am. He was running a little late, I became very anxious going out to see when he will reach. My wife smiled and said relax. I loved her for being so cool. He finally reached. Btw, I even gave him a Viagra tablet a day before and asked him to take before coming to enhance his performance. He was smartly dressed and he came through the main door. A brief introduction and he sat in the living room next to me. Wife offered him some fruit juice. He took it and asked to use the restroom. I gave cue to my wife to go to the bedroom and wait for us as we had discussed. I gave a towel to my friend and asked him to freshen up. He knew my house pretty well since he came many times to my house to get sucked. I went to my wife, stood her up and started kissing her. Her back was facing the bedroom door. My friend came in from behind and I pulled him to an embrace and he was embracing my wife from behind. I kissed her and slowly turned her over towards Mr. H. Now, they started kissing. I was in heaven to finally see it happen before my eyes. Mr. H is a natural so he started progressing steadily and independently. I slowly became the side show and I liked it. He slowly undressed her and we both sucked each breast. My wife loved twin sucking. He went down and licked her pussy. The second man after me to lick her. I was just happy seeing all this. While he was licking her I gave him a quick suck and made sure my wife saw me doing it. I did not slurp on it the way I normally do since I did not want to freak her out or overwhelm her. It was my way of showing my truth and my reality to my better half. This is who I am and this is what I do. Thanks for accepting me the way I am. I feel blessed. I was communication at sub conscious level.
Anyway, my friend was busy with the task at hand. He didn’t care about my sub conscious communication… ha ha. He had a throbbing erection. After getting up from licking her, he proceeded to mount her missionary style with her legs flat on the bed. It was so quick. I was telling myself see this is how a guy so naturally proceeds to fuck. I would struggle with my erection and then make her lift her leg and then try to enter her many times before succeeding. I felt happy to surrender my wife to a more capable and more masculine man than me. Why should she be denied? After all, we are here for a finite time, we have to enjoy the basic things that life has to offer. It is my duty as her husband to make it happen for her. Either by doing it myself or getting it done through another more capable man. The clarity of thought I had was amazing. Btw, I was not stoned during the session.
Of course, I enjoyed the show from every angle. I even bent down to see him enter her pussy. I watched them for sometime. I also felt that maybe my wife will open up if I am not there. With the excuse of an office call, I stepped outside the room for 30 min to give them some free time. Then I came back in and found my friend taking a brief nap. My wife was fondling his penis. She saw me and smiled. It was a sight to behold. My wife then went to clean up. I let my friend sleep for a few minutes. Later he told me that at that point he had already come twice. My wife came back from the restroom and my friend woke up and cuddled with her. Thanks to the tablet he got erection again. Now, I wanted to do the famous doggy with the husband laying down position. In our married life, I have always been unsuccessful with doggy position so my wife never took a liking to the position. I could only manage to have intercourse in missionary. So, I orchestrated. I made my wife kneel on the edge of the bed, got my friend behind her and squeezed myself under my wife so I am seeing her pussy from below. The classic cuckold position. I was in heaven as I saw my friend enter her pussy and fucker her. After few strokes I pointed to my mouth and he inserted his cock in my mouth. I gave a good suck and then again he proceeded to fuck her pussy. He fucked her good. She was moaning.
Since he had already come twice, my friend was lasting very well. After few minutes, I again changed position. I got my wife to lay on her side, got him also to lay on his side behind her. I took his cock and put it in her pussy. What a sight!!! As his cock head disappeared inside. These are the positions which I always wanted to try with my wife but I couldn’t due to my incapability. I was happy to see this happening for my wife. In the whole experience there was very little to no talking. It was all eye contact, gesture and non-verbal communication but we three understood each other.
Unfortunately, the time was running out and it was getting time to wrap up, as my kid’s return from school was nearing. My friend came a third time and got up to take shower. My wife also got up to freshen up. Mr. H dressed up and left. Soon our maid came and then our son came and I could not talk to my wife about her experience.
After few days I finally got a chance to ask her how she liked it. I was very disappointed when she said she did not like my friend. She said he was not tall enough. She likes tall men. I said forget about his height, how was his fucking. She said it was good but he was not as good as me in oral sex. I tried to explain to her that real men don’t do that much licking, they are constantly wanting to get their pecker inside. I realized that the experience was too much for her to process and give me feedback. I also thought that women will need more time to really understand their own feeling. I decided to keep quiet for some time about this topic. I think I was right in my thinking. I broached the subject after three months, and that is when the true feedback came. Such is the nature of women!!! Ha ha. She was more specific this time. She said she loved the fucking by my friend. I asked her which was her favorite position. She said doggy with me laying down. She also said, she didn’t like it when I left them alone. She wanted me to be in the room. I was thrilled. She enjoyed more when I am there in the room as a submissive. I asked her if she saw me sucking him and she said yes and it did not bother her. I told her that Mr. H has been asking me for a repeat session for a long time. I was so happy to hear her true feedback. I told my friend and he was also thrilled.
Unfortunately, we are shifting to another town. Also, due to the stupid CORONA virus we could not plan another session with my friend. In the new city that we are moving to, I have another friend with a pretty big cock (Mr.Y), whom I have sucked a couple of times. My next plan is to introduce him to my wife. I already started chatting with him and he is keen like any hot blooded guy. He also checks all the right boxes such as being married, trustworthy, etc. I started mentioning to my wife about him. I know for sure, Mr. Y is going to take it to the next level with my wife. He is both capable and well endowed.
She told me that she is not interested in selection of guy, and she wants me to do that part. Btw, between our first session and now, she has also seen my behavior. True to my words, I never brought this up against her in any situation. She now trusts that I mean what I say. Also, due to the selection of the right Bull (Mr. H), she did not have any untoward incident or people knowing etc. She knows that her social image is intact, her married life is intact and her husband is truly encouraging her to have a good sexual experience. In general, as a good cuckold you need to take care of all these factors to make your woman feel comfortable to bed other men. Last week, when we had sex I asked her whether in the new town we can have some naughty fun again (my way of saying threesome which she also understood). She said yes!!! So my dear like-minded friends, let us all pray for this corona period to end so that we can all enjoy more wholesome SEX!!!!
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