I really feel the need to share my story, because truth be told, I am hurt. I am 30yo, and my girlfriend that I will call Hazel has 26yo. We've been together for 4 years now. I have never loved someone like I love Hazel, she's beautiful 5'5" 145lbs. She has curves and big breasts. She won a university miss contest and collected many similar prizes, I am telling this just for you to be certain that I am not joking when I say she is very pretty. As for me, I am just an average guy that women can ignore easily. I am a bit athletic, not big, but I had some successes seducing the girls who attract me. I have a good job, not a big payday though. I was an Alpha male, yes, "was", a guy who likes to impose my presence in a pack, I have won fights against much bigger guys.
I knew Hazel from school on our teen age and that was why I was able to convince her to have some date. Even though she was beautiful, when I saw her I was not planning to have anything serious with her. So we gave it a chance and everything was normal, first couple of months were pretty normal, except from the fact that we still did not have sex because we don't live in the same town. It did not bother me because I was unfaithful to her as well, and I had fun with other women in my town. But Hazel took care of me more than I took care of her and she got me used to it.
About half a year after, she slowed down on taking care of me and did not have much time for me anymore. One month after, I learned after seeing randomly her facebook message that she is flirting with a dude who is much more assets than me. The dude was bigger, he is handsome, the kind of guy that women run after. I told her that I knew about her relationship. I then asked her if they took it to bed already, then she said yes. I was angry but I did not show her, and in my head I was planning to f**k her hard in bed and then leave. It is awkward that she did not want to break up with me, so I took advantage of that to get my first sex with her, since she wanted me to forgive her she did not have other choices. So we finally did it, but I did not go hard on her because I was starting to fall in love just a bit. After having my first sex with her, I dared not to break up with her because of what I started to feel. So I thought about having more sex with her because in my mind I was going to be fed up with her and I would just leave. That never happened, I did not have the balls to leave her. I realized slowly that I was addicted to her months before, I was used to her giving her time to me, she bought the kind of clothes that she knew I like. So when I lost her attention, I started to ask her questions. I never did that to my girls before. Long story short, I did not know that I was very in love with her, I did not know that our couple was serious for me.
So I stopped any other relationship that I had with other women, I wanted to be more focused on her. My eyes could not see other girls anymore. It is all about her from those days. One year later, she was out with other dude again. The dude was very smart on how he seduced her. The guy was so smart that he was able to f**k her same day that they met. Couple of days later, she changed her behaviour again and I felt it that she was at it again, that she's unfaithful to me. Their relationship grew so fast that the guy wanted to marry her. She gave many things to this guy that she did not give me. She had a special cute name for him, but none for me. She really wrecked me when I knew the story. I was mad at her and I yelled to her, I made a lot of criticism to her explaining that she did not love me but loved the other guy instead. She did not liked what I told her and she broke up with me. I was spoiled, I started to cry and stopped being the Alpha male that I was. I realized that I will not survive the fact that she left me. So I tried everything to get her back, and I let her saw me crying while I implored her to come back. I told her that I am willing to be a better man if that was what she wanted. I would do anything for her. I even told her that she can stay with the guy if that is what she wanted, but just please come back. She agreed. For about one month, she was with both me and this guy, I was hiding her that I suffered a lot, but she was that I was more sad than usual, so she left the guy for me. Everything was back to normal, I reproached her a lot but she took into account that I was so hurt and that I loved her very much. My happiness is back even though I knew that there were things that she gave to others that she did not give to me.
Last two years were smooth. I am in preparation of my proposal. I love Hazel. I really do. From time to time, I asked her about the last time she betrayed me, she gave me a lot of details like where and how they f**ked. Strangely, I felt excited when she told me her story with the guys to whom she betrayed me. She saw that I was feeling aroused and took advantage of that. When I don't feel good she tells me things like she wanted to lock me in a room and f**k another guy just in another room, and I would hear her getting smashed. Hearing her doing her cuckold talk always makes me smile and makes me feel aroused. I have a fairly 7 inches large d*ck, but I am not good at bed with her because I always f**ked her softly because I love her so much that I am not able to be more aggressive. Unfortunately for me, she loves hard sex that I am not able to provide to her. As a side note, I am always hardcore with other girls that I f**ked before. But I love Hazel so much that I am unable to do her harm even in bed.
A couple of days ago, she told me that she saw a guy and the guy kissed her, she didn't push him away and accepted the kiss. I was very surprised because that was unexpected, but once again she noticed that little smirk on my face. My first reflex was to ask her if she loved me still, yes she replied. She asked me right away if I would allow her to see this guy again. The dude is a manager in a large bank but I did not fear the competition since I too am a respected engineer in my area and company, I am very much into sports I am very strong and I will just annihilate him if needs be. But after she asked me if she can meet the guy again, I did not reply to her and kept hoping that she will take care of me by refusing to go out with this guy again. Two days ago, she had a date with the guy again, to my surprise. And she told me all the stories yesterday, she looked me in the eyes and told me that this time she will take great care of me and will not let me cry anymore. I asked her what happened. She looked in my eyes, smiled, and told me that they f**ked three times last night. She said that the guy f**ked her so hard, that they tried it from the back and that the guy did not go easy on her. And then she continued by saying she had a surprise for me: she had a 10 minutes tape of their hardcore sex. I was just in shock, I was fantasming on this at some point but never expected this thing to happen my whole life. And then she showed me the whole vid from her phone, she kept smiling and looked on my face. Coming up, the details of their long night.
First time, the dude f**ked her hardcore no condom from the start, missionnary and for about two minutes. She moaned like three times louder than she used to with me, even though she knew that I like to hear her moaning. The guy c*mmed inside of her. The android app suggested that on that day, there is a high risk of her being pregnant. Second time, being the dominatrix that she was, she attached the guy, cover his eyes, and started to record it all on camera. I saw her dominating this guy, hitting him with her bare hands and sticks. She started to play with the guy's c*ck and taking a look at the camera, and smiled. You can read at her eyes something like "is that what you want me to do?", or "Oops I am breaking your heart again". She looked at the camera a couple of times. She is still on top of the guy taking good care of his cock. She's sexy, my heart is so broken right now but I really do love her. She inserted his dick, and started f*cking the guy, keeping a look at the camera here and there, while doing cowgirl. After that, she detach the guy, he was so excited that he moved from behind right away, they fucked pronebone (from behind, normal sex). Two minutes after, the guy removed his cock and moved to anal sex pretty quickly. Hazel moaned so hard, it is for sure that the neighbour heard her. Again, she is more silent with me, I think I am boring her. The sounds of their skin rubbing is so sexy. I felt so broken, but at the same time, so aroused. She kept looking me in the eyes while I was watching the video.
The videos were pretty clear with decent quality. I saw everything, my heart melted. I was shaking when holding her phone and she saw that. I asked her what is her reaction seeing me looking at her f**king with other dude. She enjoyed it she replied, and she insisted that I deserved it because I fantasize about her story from time to time. Then I told her to wait for me because I forgot to buy toilet paper for us. It was just an excuse, I went there because I needed to go outside, and then I cried so I was trying to hide. But when I was back, she hugged me a lot and she took care of me, she told me that I must not fear and that she loves me very much. I really enjoyed her attention and was not being mad at her. I am feeling sad, but not sad. I love her so much. Please, do not suggest me to leave her because I will just die if I lose her. I cannot imagine my life without her. I really don't know what she did to me but I have never loved like that. I am suffering but I am holding on and try to enjoy everything. I am clinging to her, she is taking care of me and everytime I am down, just her smile changes everything. I never knew I am a cuckold until I met her. A dominatrix, she is just too good at the game. I love her, I will do anything for her. If you have any questions or commentary, please feel free to contact me or reply to my thread. There is little to zero chance that you will see this, Hazel, but I love you.
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