Right up front I will tell you that I am a cuck. My wife understands my need for her to go with other men. We have been married 5 years.
We started with our mutual friend two years ago and both of us enjoy the lifestyle really well. Initially their sex was only happening in my presence, but eventually they were having their own time alone.
It sort of go to where occasionally I'd go into our bedroom and watch them pleasuring each other. They have a good relationship outside the bedroom too and sometimes I feel like he's her boyfriend and I'm being the third wheel for the couple.
I would wait for my time alone with her after he had left. They would also get together when I was at work. My wife works from home these days and he would call around. He knows that he has the freedom to have her whenever he wants.
Very recently, I went home early and 'caught' them on bed together. They didn't notice I came home. The tv was on in the lounge room playing music videos so there was enough background noise that they never heard me. The bedroom door was ajar so I never went right into the room, but I was at an angle where I could see everything, and I was so very close to them. I never made any noise and I watched her perform.
They were doing missionary, her legs were wrapped around him, and he was slowly thrusting into her, with their eyes locked with each other. Her moaning broke their silence. They would stop and be kissing and touching each other and then go back to him thrusting into her. You could easily think that they were a newlywed couple on their honeymoon.
It was the hottest thing I have ever witnessed. I retreated to another bedroom very quietly and had an unbelievably good wank. My cock was rock hard and nearly bursting but I made it last by stopping and made it last till I finally shot my load.
I then cleaned myself up and silently left the house and gave them another 20 minutes till I was sure they had finished. I made lots of noise coming into the house, so they knew I was home this time. They were still in bed. They never hid what they have done. They welcomed me home and my wife kissed me. Both told me that they’d just had great sex and my wife told me she would tell me all later, which she did when we fucked.
The thing is, I have watched them numerous times while they knew I was watching them, and none of that looked like this. It is obvious they are more like putting on a show for me all these times. When I am there my wife may be riding in an awkward reverse cowgirl position, she will turn and spread towards me, so I get the best view. She is noisy and vocal telling him how good he is.
He may hold his hands around her throat while he fucks her hard. They kiss but it’s the dirty lusty kind not the soft feeling sort I witnessed when they did not know. What they do when I am there is almost artificial mechanical sex going through the motions to satisfy me, the onlooker.
What I saw when they didn’t know, is the most gratifying by far, compared to the less appealing sex with very minimum of intimacy. I want to ask them to be natural even when I'm around them. I know they are totally fine with me watching them in action anytime, but I hate that I'm missing the best part of their relationship.
I am really asking if any other cuck husbands like me want to see their wives in actual lovemaking rather than putting on a show?
FUCK MY WIFE!
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