Hi everybody, it’s been a while since I’ve posted. But a few things have happened lately. We are at the stage and our relationship where we share about everything. But our intimate times are getting fewer and fewer. She is away this weekend with her main boyfriend to spend time with him.
She recently found out that he can’t get her pregnant. They’ve been fucking for a good solid year now and it’s to the point where she should’ve been pregnant a long time ago. But she’s pregnant now when she had a “goodbye fuck” with her other boyfriend.
She has decided that she does not want to keep the baby. And she told me that she wants to be fixed so she can’t have any more kids. I think my main position now is to be her Cuckold husband that loves and supports her.
I have told her that I want to be her cuckold husband only. But she doesn’t want me to wear a cock cage and act like a cockold. This doesn’t make sense to me because this is what I want!
So a lot of times I’m caught in confusion about how I should be with her. But with her stating that she wants to be fixed so she can’t have any more kids, I think is going to be the next step in our evolving Cuckold relationship.
She is young still, and I am older. I know she’s not attracted to me sexually. But I wish you would at least give me more attention. That is what I missing the most. I made some mistakes by getting involved in an online situation about how to make fast money and was scammed out of some money.
She also made mistakes with getting pregnant and then going round and round with what she was going to do until she finally found out that her main boyfriend can’t get her pregnant.
So I think the next step in our lives is for us to forgive each other, and Move On. Part of the reason I feel like I got scammed is because she doesn’t give me the attention that I want. I wouldn’t mind if she was even mean to me and degrading because at least I’d be getting attention. But when she shines me on because he spending more time with her boyfriend and move me. It gets me lonely.
So basically, I’m the sole provider at my house. And I also take care of the girls when she is gone extended periods of time. I felt like confronting her with the fact if she would accept it if the roles were reversed. But I think that would be immature and childish of me to bring that up. I think it’s finally to the point where she’s going to figure things out and make adjustments.
In a Cuckold relationship has many different in and outs. If you are fully vested into the situation, you have to learn to give your partner a lot of trust and leeway on how they are going to work things out. With my wife being much younger it’s been a situation to where I had to allow her the time to grow and experience different sexual situations.
I was only her third relationship, and both of her prior were short term and limited. Now I’ve let her have her complete say on how she wants to have a relationship. It’s not exactly what I planned on but I am learning to adjust.
A cuckold relationship takes more work and more trust than any other relationship I feel that a couple will experience. I fully love my wife and willing to give her time to grow. I’m sure there’s a chance that she could eventually leave me and take me to the cleaners as far as financially. But I’m not worried. Because all that does is distract me from being present and part of our lives together.
The next time I write, I will share some of her sexual adventures. But I think it’s important now for me to establish the reality of a long term cuckold relationship. Thanks for listening, John F.
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