The cuckold experience was actually both of our idea, but when my wife agreed I immediately felt anxious. We had agreed ahead of time that we would always talk things through, and that nothing would ever happen behind my back, but still, I was a little worried. I suggested we ease into things, and she agreed.
We started with meeting a guy we both felt comfortable with. He knew where this was going to lead, but he was very patient as my wife and I worked through it. We started out just with dinner at our place getting to know each other. The next encounter was dinner and jacuzzi. The third encounter was dinner and wine and nude jacuzzi. There was no sex, but my wife said that she was really turned on sexually by this guy. She couldn’t take her eyes off his body and his erection in the jacuzzi. Oh boy, that got my anxiety going. We discussed it, and I really appreciated that my wife said that we could stop right then if that’s what I wanted. It’s true, to me it seemed that he was everything I wasn’t. He was better looking, he had a better body, he was more energetic, he had a big dick. I was definitely having second thoughts.
The big night arrived, and my wife said I could stay and watch if I wanted. She did ask me to stay out for the first hour so that they could get to know each other a little before I came in. During that hour I was really anxious. I stayed kind of close by, and I heard her have an orgasm. My heart pounded and I wanted to call everything off. While I was anxiously wondering what to do, she called me in.
I actually thought of running away, but I went into the room. My wife was laying on her back against the headboard with her legs apart, while her guy was eating her. She motioned me in, then immediately came again. This was the very first time I had ever seen my wife with another man. While I continued to be anxious, I was also very aroused. At this point I no longer wanted it to stop.
I made it through the evening ok, better than I thought I would. There were some difficult moments though. I felt anxious seeing her suck his huge penis. Seeing him fuck her much longer than I was able to, and seeing her cum so many times made me feel inadequate. I also felt insecure when he came inside of her. Then later that night she let him cum in her mouth which bothered me a little. We had agreed ahead of time that all of this was all permissible, but still actually seeing your wife doing these things was a little bothersome.
The next day we talked about what had happened, and I told her about some of the things that bothered me a little. Again, she said we could stop whenever I wanted, or she could stop doing certain things. She did point out that doing these certain things was kind of the point of it all. I asked her how she had felt, and she told me that she had loved every minute of it. Obviously.
Things have gotten much better. Now I’m completely comfortable with what goes on. I find it very exciting and arousing. I don’t get to watch as often as I’d like as she prefers to be alone with her lovers, but when I do get to watch I love it. I also love the idea that my wife can find sexual fulfillment in ways that I’m not able to provide her.
The key for me was just talking to my wife about whatever concerned me, and how understanding she was with my anxiety. Now I have a Hot Wife, and I love every minute of it.
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