I’m ashamed to admit that I’m a Cuckold husband. My wife of 35 years openly sleeps with other men and I have no say about it. It started about 15 years into our marriage but she cheated many years before that behind my back.
She always had a way to make me feel guilty about my performance when we had sex. I could list dozens of complaints I’ve heard over the years. I felt so guilty that I bought her dildos and vibrators to help please her. She seemed to enjoy them so much that she would deny me sex. It back fired on me. She would jerk me off after I used the vibrator on her but that eventually stopped.
She would demand I finish myself and leave the bedroom. She eventually would masturbate herself with her toys while I jerked off watching. She would belittle me about my small penis and tell me she needed a lover that could please her. I would agree with her while I jerked off thinking this was only sex talk between us, but little did I know she was serious and already actively fucking someone else. She started denying me sex even just watching her.
I began jerking off daily just to avoid arguments we had over sex. I just assumed she was still using her toys. We even started sleeping in separate rooms, her choice of course. We were like roommates under the same roof. I had noticed changes in her behavior and how she dressed. She would also disappear for periods of time without a good explanation. If I asked questions, she would get angry and make me feel guilty for my accusations.
I learned to let it go to keep the peace. Then one day everything changed. We were watching tv one afternoon and she was playing on her phone. Our dog needed to go out so she said she would take her out. She took the dog out for a short walk. I was watching tv when I heard her phone beep. She usually carried it everywhere.
She had left it on the arm of her chair. I looked over at it and noticed she left it unlocked. So I got up and walked over and picked it up. There was a new text from a number I didn’t recognize. My curiosity got to me so I opened the text. There wasn’t a name associated to the number but what I saw and read buckled my knees.
There were explicit pictures of a large dick and comments about my wife fucking and sucking it. I immediately sat down and began scrolling through the text. I didn’t know who it was but they obviously were in a sexual relationship. My wife walked in and when she saw my face, knew something wasn’t right and walked towards me. She then noticed me holding her phone and grabbed it from my hand.
She looked at what I was looking at and became very angry and began yelling I had no right to go through her phone. I had tears in my eyes and was visibly shaking and asked who was that she was talking to. She told me it wasn’t my business. I asked how long has this been going on. She didn’t answer.
I told her I read quite a bit of they’re text and I know they are fucking.. there were pictures of herself naked she had been sending him. There was even talk of me and my sexual disfunction . She left the house to call and warn her lover that I found out. She eventually returned an hour later and was still angry. You would think she would be apologetic but no it was all my fault. She reminded me that I told her she could have a lover.
I said that was just sex talk and I didn’t really think she really wanted one. I made a comment about this being the end of our marriage. She then shocked me with her reply. She said it didn’t have to be, it was just sex and we didn’t need to get a divorce. I was confused and asked, you still want to be married? She said yes. I asked are you going to stop fucking him? She then said No. I then asked, are you fucking crazy.
Again, she turned it back on me by telling me my inability to sexually please her forced her to go out of the marriage looking for pleasure. Besides I agreed she needed a lover. I was deeply hurt and she didn’t seem to have any sympathy for me. I thought it was over. We stopped talking and didn’t talk for a week. She finally tried to explain herself later by telling me my small penis couldn’t make her orgasm and she tolerated it since the beginning of our marriage. She told me she was sorry I was hurt but she just needed sex and never had any plans to leave me.
She told me she still loved me, but she just wasn’t interested in sex with me. She asked if I could live with her in a sexless marriage because we have been for over a year. She was right that we have been and everything was great before my discovery. I thought about it for some time before telling her that I would stay.
She was happy but still wouldn’t tell me about her lover. I eventually found out who he was. A married former coworker of hers. They eventually broke it of and she had many others. She is now sleeping with a younger married guy who lives down the street. They fuck in our house when I’m at work. He knows I know they are fucking and always waves when I drive by but I refuse to talk with him. I’m not sure if the neighbors have noticed and I pray they don’t.
I still masturbate and think of them when I do but she doesn’t know that. You may think I’m a bitch but I’ve realized that she was going to do what she wanted anyways so why throw everything away. We are happy now. She only see’s her lover once a week and sometimes twice. I guess I can live with it.
FUCK MY WIFE!
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