I was very fortunate and married the woman of my dreams. Only to realize later that I wasn’t the man of hers. She cheated and was caught more than once. Each time I asked why and if she wanted out of our marriage.
Surprisingly she always said she didn’t want out. I then asked why she cheated. She finally told me that I wasn’t good in bed and she needed more. I asked her to break it down more. She began by telling me I was hung like a mouse and couldn’t satisfy her the way she needed. She went on in detail and by the time she was done I felt less than a man and my ego was crushed.
I had no idea she harbored all that for as long as she did. There was talk about divorce and breaking up the family but neither one of us wanted that. We both loved our kids dearly and didn’t want to ruin their childhood. Sex between us was no more and we became distant from one another. I began sleeping in the spare bedroom.
I know she was still actively seeing someone but she was very discreet and good at hiding it. I still didn’t understand why she stayed in the marriage being that unhappy. I confronted her and our argument became very heated. She shocked me by saying she loved me but just didn’t love fucking me. I couldn’t comprehend it. She told me about her High School and College Year’s. She was sexually active in HS and by the time she was in college she knew what she wanted. Her favorite previous lovers were hung and that was the only way she could orgasm. Anyone else was kicked to the curb.
She had just been dumped by her ex when we met. She loved him dearly and was crushed when he broke up with her. She was in an vulnerable period when I entered the picture. We dated and we had sex. I asked why she didn’t kick me to the curb. She told me she needed more than sex during that time. She fell in love with me as a friend and life partner. It was later she began to realize what she was missing. Her ex came back into the picture shortly after we were married. Probably because he just wanted to fuck a married woman. Her cheating with him behind my back continued for a few years, even after she became pregnant. Yes, he fathered our first child.
I only found out thirty years later. He eventually moved away and she replaced him with a coworker who was almost ten years older. His wife caught him and she called me to inform me my wife was fucking her husband. That’s how I found out. They divorced and it was only a couple years later they stopped after he remarried. I know she was seeing others but don’t know who. When I asked for sex I would be denied so masturbation became my only vise. She caught me doing it on occasions but never said anything, giving me my privacy to finish. It was really a strange time period in our marriage.
I became numb to it all and didn’t try hiding the fact I was jerking off to porn. Then I found Cuckold porn. I was living in a Cuckold relationship and became addicted to it jerking off daily wondering who my wife was fucking. Our kids were grown and out of the house and she was getting more active with dating. She knew of my Cuckold porn fetish and thought it was funny.
I knew she liked watching me jerk off because she began watching me when she caught me. She walked into my bedroom to put my clean clothes away and I was stroking myself while watching Cuckold porn on my iPad. I decided to ask if she had ever fucked a black man. She surprisingly told me she has. I asked if it is as good as the videos show it. She said it was better.
She then tells me her current lover is black. I laid my tablet down and asked her to tell me more as I stroked myself. She sat on the side of my bed and began rubbing my leg as she told me details about her lover. I didn’t last long and ejaculated quickly and she asked if it was good before walking away leaving me to clean my mess. After that evening I was no longer into porn videos and wanted first hand accounts of her trysts. I began begging to see her vagina which I hadn’t seen in years. She finally agreed to show herself to me but warned me I wasn’t allowed to touch because it belonged to her lover.
I was amazed at how it had changed. She was waxed which I had never seen before and she had piercings in her labia I knew nothing of. Her vagina itself looked much bigger than I remembered she even had tats but she wouldn’t tell me anything about them. I asked about her tits. She always had beautiful full breast with large long dark nipples. She removed her bra allowing me to see them. She had nipple piercings there as well. My small hard penis came quickly after seeing her and I wanted her so bad but knew it wasn’t going to happen. Her body belonged to another man.
I asked if he was married and she said he was. I asked were they would have sex. She said usually in sleazy hotels. I offered her and her lover to use our house and she said that would be convenient but didn’t want to make our relationship anymore strained than it was. I told her I was completely good with it now. She said she would talk with him. She later told me he didn’t have any issues with it but he wasn’t going to let me be involved. I said it was all good.
I remember when she brought him home the first time. It was awkward in the beginning but quickly became normal. They usually disappeared into her bedroom shortly after arriving and there sex was very loud. I often masturbated listening to them. We became so comfortable with the situation that I finally asked if I could watch them have sex if I didn’t interfere. Surprisingly he said yes. From that day forward, I get more excited than she does on her date nights.
I now understand why and don’t blame her one bit. I’m just lucky she loved me enough to keep me around. She did confess she felt she had two husbands which simplified her needs giving her the best of both worlds.
FUCK MY WIFE!
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