Every since I was younger I have always been self conscious about my penis size. It started when my best friend and I went skinny dipping one hot summer day.
When he saw my small penis, he let me know he was much bigger than me and made jokes about my penis. That continued through high school from other guys on the football team. The crazy thing was, I was one of the bigger guys on the team. It really stayed with me, especially when a skinny little half back was packing a bigger penis.
Fast forward several years after getting married. My wife’s ex had a nice cock and she became accustomed to it and when we started dating, she didn’t say anything in the beginning but It was noticeable when I was in her vagina because it felt very loose.
As time passed, she began making comments about my size and performance. I really struggled to satisfy her and she in a way, Let me know. What really hurt was when she would ask if I was all in. She was working in real estate and was working closely with another guy who had a small frame and came across as girly to me.
I felt no threat what so ever especially when they became close friends. He was also married. After about five years, I noticed my wife’s interest in sex seemed to fall off. When we did have sex, she seemed to be just going through the motions to make me happy. I even noticed her pussy felt even bigger than normal and my small dick struggled to stay inside her.
I had a harsh realization she was probably fucking someone else besides me. There were several guys I was suspicious of who ran in our circle. I began paying close attention to her whereabouts and her activities. I never caught her and she denied having an affair when I asked. Time went on a our sex was almost nonexistent because she claimed she no longer craved sex.
I accepted she was going through the change and began jerking off more frequently. She even caught me several times masturbating and never said anything and would give me my privacy until I was done. Then one day by chance, she accidentally went to work and left her phone at home. She kept getting text messages from a number I didn’t recognize but not sure who they were from.
So I tried opening her phone but couldn’t unlock it because of the pass code. I kept trying using many numbers I knew she might use and low and behold, it opened. When I looked at the text, my heart stopped. Who ever was texting her was obviously fucking her and his text were very descriptive.
They even joked about my small penis and inability to please her. This was hard to swallow. I even cried like a bitch realizing my marriage was over. When I confronted her, she was extremely angry I invaded her privacy and didn’t deny she had a lover. She never apologized and basically told me she wasn’t going to stop so it was accept it or leave.
This really stunned me. She told me that I was inadequate and we no longer fuck, so she met someone else and for once in the marriage, she was getting great sex. I told her I wanted a divorce and she simply said fine. I was hurt even more she could care less about our relationship. She wouldn’t tell me who she was fucking and I was now determined to find out.
I eventually hired a P.I. and it didn’t take long before he figured out who she was seeing. And when he showed me the pictures, I was shocked. It was the guy I would never have expected. Her coworker Matt, the girly guy. He had divorced from his first wife and was living nearby. She was going to his place to fuck.
She would go to the mall and park and he would pick her up taking her to his place. Again she was angry that I found out but couldn’t deny it. I asked if she was leaving me for him. What she said next really caught me off guard. She said it was just sex and she didn’t want to leave the marriage. My mind was blown listening to her reasoning. She told me they have been fucking even before he divorced his wife. He was in love with her but she wasn’t in love with him.
She told him she was only seeing him for sex. He was really hung and she loved having sex with him. Believe me, I felt less than a man and was confused more so than ever. Over months of talking, she finally convinced me that it was ok and she still loved me but just needed his cock for sex. She said everything was good until I found out so why couldn’t it still be the same. At this point in my life, I caved and relinquished my man card closing my eyes to her affair with her lover. We still don’t fuck but she will give me hand jobs when I’m horny.
She tells me about his cock and how he fucks her which gets me to cum much quicker. Though afterwards I feel defeated knowing my wife has a lover and refuses to fuck me. She openly tells me about their sex as she jerks me off and I get off on it. Knowing he’s the alpha and I’m the beta has destroyed my ego. We live in a small town and I run into him sometimes. He just smiles at me and I take it like a bitch. He knows I know and he knows I get off on her talking about his cock. I’m such a loser.
FUCK MY WIFE!
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