I'm glad I found this site because for a while I've been unsure how I feel about my wife, she is about to go (or has already) with another man and I'm partly responsible for pushing her in that direction.
We've been married for 19 years and she is still a very attractive woman and our sex life has been good. I'm about average size in the ‘bedroom department' and since having children there always feels like there's room to spare when I'm inside her so we use a large sextoy (thick 8 inch) in our lovemaking, which she always enjoys and seems to fit her perfectly.
A couple of months ago after using the toy, probably because I feel insecure about this I asked her if she liked the idea of being serviced by a well hung man. To my surprise she admitted that she did and was curious about how it would feel but would never find out because she was married. I was strangely aroused by the thought of a guy with a large cock entering my wife so perhaps foolishly I told her it was ok with me if she experimented with a well-endowed man.
Her reaction was to suggest that I was paving the way for an affair of my own but I reassured her she was all the woman I needed but I wanted her to be sexually fulfilled. She said she would think about what I had told her and left it at that. Nothing was mentioned for a while but she always told me how good the large dildo felt inside her and also about a man connected with work who all the other women claimed to have an enormous cock and always showed an interest in her.
Then recently in bed she asked me to explain my ‘offer' again. I said pretty much what I had already but added I would like her to share any experience with me. She then said she didn't want to discuss this again, which we didn't.
The thing is, last night she told me she has the opportunity to ‘do that thing' that I want for her with a man who is very capable (how does she know?) and If I change my mind to let her know very soon. She's going out tonight and I don't know what to say. I am excited by the thought of a well-hung man fucking her but I'm also concerned about the consequences. Not sure yet what I will say!
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